Saturday, February 12, 20115:39 AM

■ i will always love you

to my only prince charming .

this is the last time i could hold you in my hands . this is the last time i could show you my love towards you . why ? because you're her son , not mine . im nothing to you dear . im just your auntie who took care of you for the first two month of you being on this earth every single day . i just hate to do this , but i gotta pretend i dont love you anymore . your mum said , if i dont respect that fucker , and i shouldnt be holding you in the first place . so i decided to move one step back . she chose him over her own sister , so what can i say ? she's just ungrateful , thats all . what i only hope is that god will show her which is the best way . but isaac , mamy baby will always have you in my heart always , as you're the one who always cheered me up . :') loveyouaload.

its been like a week since i update . im having a fever right now , and i had some problem going on in my house . im really lucky to still have my mum , first sister , sweetheart and my awsomeee lovelies around me . i really do not know what to do wvout them . things in school are going smoothly , and i hate it that i could nt attend school on friday . :( i was really siccckkk . thanks to those who wishes me get well soon . at least some of you care about me . :') ohh well , i apparently do not have any mood to update . nitink just text me . (;