Saturday, April 9, 20119:50 AM
■ i gave all my trust , and thinking being faithful was asking to much .
surprisingly , sweetheart suprised me, again , by wanting to meet meeeee . idk why hes being so sweet this days . okkk fuck . soo met him at syed , and off to nenek's house wv mamy . otw there , i disturbed him by singing the song 'blind' . and i finally stop when his face change . XD he looked at me , and said , 'please sayang , forgive me .' i pity him , but things are changing . ohh and my heart stops when he asked me , do you still love me ? waa fuck , can i like seriously hit your head wv something ? fucking obvious i still lorh . if nt why should i bother wv you anymore . dumbass siaaa you . then i felt that things are like those old days when i see us laughing , no fighting . :') i miss him , i miss us . those moments when you see us like those lovey dovey first time meeting couple . and then finally , i wanna say , im not making things harder for you , me and us . i just want both of us to be clear that once the trust is broken , it would take time to gain them back . and you're gaining it back . and you wanna know something ? i feel soooooooo secured when you are with me , cos i know you're all mineeee at that moment . NO ONE , can ever take you away from me . :) when he went home , he hugged me and kissed me goodbye , like those old times . ohh fuckk , so todaay me and him equals to TOTALLY LIKE OLD TIMES . yayyness !
