Saturday, May 28, 20115:11 AM

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yknow something ? sometimes the truth would appear by its own without you trying your best to find it . really , thats why we always say , tuhan maha kuase .DIA lah tau segale galenye yang berlaku .

im fucking fucking sick of knowing the truth . but i know i cant live it up with lies , thats why god decided to show the truth to me . im a strong girl on the outside , BUT NEVER ON THE INSIDE . i always try to live it up just like that . i told myself  to be reasonable , but if things are out of hand , i could be like HJADHNJKHFJEN . fucking serious , i could just shoot myself to death if guns are legal in singapore . okkk im just joking . i want a natural death actually , but whatever . i want to be a hardheaded girl , but i just cant. i mean i have many soft spots , and i hate it . i hate myself for being soo fucking weak , fuck it .

ive been going through this like for 74297493 times . i cant keep on putting up on this kind of attitude every single day . nevermind . im tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again.