my lil prince charming . yeaa thats him . the one whos always cheering me up with his sweetest pure smile . :') he's obviously the best gift i could ever have from god . heee loves disturbing me , esp when im playing with my laptop .
the house would always filled with his lil voice screaming here and there . do you know how much i love him ? i have to say , i love him more than my life.

today was tragic . soooo tragic . my lil prince almost chocked on his own mecidine . his face went all blue and he could hardly breathe . his eyes went all white .do you know at that point of time i felt the world was falling on me ? negative thoughts were running on my mind . i was fucking crying , so was my mum and sist. it was chaotic . i was running here and there with my towel cos i was just finished bathing . you know that kind of feeling when you just feel so lost and confused? i was crying soooo bad . mamy and sist rushed to the doc's but it was closed . THANK GOD he was okay by then . he then fell asleep . i went to his side and hold his hand . i was very thankful that he was okay , but he was sobbing tho . i teared . gossshhh . i couldnt control myself . i just couldnt take it ? what if he's gone forever ? i bet you would be seeing me in IMH by then . really , if he would ever leave , i could die . cos he's my life . :(

ohhhh god , i really hope this wont happen again . how could my dad be sooo fucking careless?!!!!!  

im glad he's active now , he's laughing here and there , cos i disturbed him pikachu . heheh ~ i lovee youu sweety , wholeheartedly . i will promise you i will be by your side everytime . mwaaaaahs !