Saturday, August 27, 201110:35 AM
■ bye temporary curls :(
i feel like updating in the middle of the night.
soooooo, today isnt that good. idk why, i just dont feel right today. maybe because im tired cos i slept at 3 or 4 ytd.
kemas rumah mahh. hahahahahah k . we woke up around noon and siappzzzx . went to salon cos mamy all want do their hair . and noo im not doing anything to my hair. no highlighting my fringe, noo curls no nothing. just plain me. im not highlighting cos its gonna waste my money since N's are nearer, no curls cos i just find it a waste of money doing temporary curl . aku bukannye nye kaye pon . hahahahahaha. i love my mum's highlight + dyed hair. it sooooooo nice, so beautiful. i love my mumm so much please. she's the most supportive mum ever. oh i love my sist's hair to, goshh fucking jealousssssss :( dah ella dah, lepas N kau nak buat ape dengan rambot kau buat lah k .
ok best. ohh i cut my fringe only tu je k tu je . :( im off to nenek's house after that and slept . soo tired. cabbed home and now updating . goshhh rinduu serinduu rinduunyaaaa dengan mataey aku tu. ape lah dierh tengah buat skrg. lau lah dierh tinggal kat spore kan senang siket. k must enduree , insyallah few more months k he's living in spore , just few more months. * positive thinking
k soo i still find myself useless . useless as in i dont know how to be soo stern . so tough . tasuke laaahhhh orang pijak pale aku. arghhh . tapi ape nak buat . i swear im glad i have sweetheart with me . he's the person that im most comfortable with . besides mamy lah duh. people have their own life to settle , and i can only rely on my mum and sweetheart. yes i have my bestf, but she has her own problems to deal with. yes obviously shes there for me, but i cant be like 24/7 talking about my problems while she herself have a bunch of problems that are still unsettled. i dont wana to add on her problems you see cos i know what shes going through now.
k i swear i miss him . :( but i know, this distance between us are the one who make our love grew stronger. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha fuck what the fuck is wrong with me manzxzx ? kenape emotional ni? k dah bye.
